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As in the Wilderness

by Joy Shannon

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1.
in a crowd have you felt alone with a thought have you searched your phone for a name that just isn’t there you move on and pretend not to care do you know you’re just like me all your pain as to set you free do you know you’re just like me when I close my eyes you’re all I see all this love is under my skin I could try to fight it but I would not win oh it’s all up to you, I’ll be fine whatever you do do you know you’re just like me all your pain as to set you free do you know you’re just like me when I close my eyes you’re all I see oh love I’m use to fighting but someone should be fighting for me oh love why are you waiting when I close my eyes you’re all I see oh love why are you fighting but someone should be fighting for me oh love why are you waiting when I close my eyes you’re all I see you’re all I see
2.
you used to walk with me you used to talk with me you used to call me your own you used to come home oh love where have you gone you said you'd be home but it's been so long tell me what I did wrong or is this just your way of moving on you used to hear me when I called but now you don't hear me at all oh love where have you gone you used to hold my hand and lead me through this dark land oh love where have you gone as in the wilderness did you harden your heart and lose your way in the dark oh love where have you gone as in the wilderness did you follow your fear and forget why you're here oh love where have you gone oh love where have you gone you said you'd be home but it's been so long tell me what I did wrong or is this just your way of moving on
3.
I fall down to my knees and I pray give me a path and don’t let me stray one that teaches me what I should do and one that gives it some meaning too and if heaven is where this path leads you he is the place I am going to I’ve sung to heaven and I’ve sung to hell of a heartache that I know well I’ve sung loud and clear and I’ve whispered through tears I’m just waiting for his arms to hold me near and if heaven is where this path leads us to he is the place I am going to and if heaven is where this path leads us to he is the place I am going to hell won’t stop me hell won’t stop me from loving you hell won’t stop me hell won’t stop me from loving you and if heaven is where this path leads us to he is the place I am going to
4.
Mr Man 04:22
hey Mr Man I demand to know a few things why did you take her back and we could do nothing I know you’re not a forgetful man, in fact you’re like an elephant I know you’re a busy man, but all I’m asking is for you to tie a little string and don’t leave us hanging like she did and don’t you fail me too like he did don’t let it be like christmas when my father never came or let my birthday when my gifts were taken all away hey Mr Man I really want to know you why does he never hear, I heard that’s all you do I heard if I call your name you will always hear I heard if I call your name you will always be here and never let me down and never make cry and never drop my love and let it die and never make me wait til my dinner’s cold and never let my love grow old don’t let it be like christmas when my father never came or let my birthday when my gifts were taken all away if it’s up to me that will never be again if it’s up to me that will never be again
5.
Just a Lie 03:04
here at night i see your sweet eyes staring at me as if there was no time do you exist on the outside? in the hard daylight are you still mine? ‘cause with a sigh you could start a fire and with a lie you could break our tie it’s so easy to lie if you were here now I wouldn’t be singing this I’d singing at your heart’s door to let me in with my head on your chest wondering why why is your heart so hard to get in ‘cause with a sigh you could start a fire and with a lie you could break our tie it’s so easy to lie and that was just a lie that was just a lie you wanted me here at night i see your sweet eyes staring at me as if there was no time you don’t exist on the outside in the hard daylight you are not mine
6.
I loved a man oh too bad, oh that’s too bad I gave him all I had oh too bad, oh that’s too bad he was to me like an island in the cold and stormy sea he was to me like a pardon and I was a prisoner he set free and now I see our love couldn’t stand up to the storm the storm of he and now I know our love was a prison and I had to be let go I loved a man oh too bad, he loves another man I gave him all I had oh too bad he don’t want what I have what do you do when you love someone who don’t love you what do you say but to hold your head up high and walk away oh walk away I’m not going to stoop low like you want me to I’m not going to give up like you think I should do I’m not going to stoop low like you want me to I’m not going to give up like you think I should do I’m not going to stoop low like you want me to I’m not going to give up like you think I should do I’m not going to stoop low like you want me to I’m not going to give up like you think I should do here’s what I’m going to do here’s what I’m going to do here’s what I’m going to do I going love again and love him good, I’ll love him good I’ll give him all I have like a woman should, like a good woman should
7.
if you ask the town they'll say I've been around if you ask the town they'll say you cannot count on me to come home I'll leave you alone I'll let you down I'll sleep around If you ask the town but they don't know my heart, they don't know my head they don't know nothing but what somebody said they don't know my truth they don't know my pain they don't know how I love you and for you I am changed so don't ask the town all they believe in is what was not what will be please believe believe in what will heal and fall away from me if you love me if you love me Jesus said they were worthy souls so they stopped turning tricks cause he believed in what we can't see so if people can broken then they can be fixed if you believe if you love me but don't ask the town you hear the lies long enough you start to believe you hear the lies long enough you lose who you want to be but no one saw me til you came around and I will love you I won't let you down but don't ask the town
8.
you’re so perfect and so mean you always make your breaks so clean you know just who they want you to be and if it hurts you won’t let them see but me, I always wanted more I wanted to know what you wanted me for I give what I want you to love me for and that makes me the worst kind of whore
9.
In Your Song 05:05
I’d like to stay inside your song today oh let it be a hundred years long ‘cause my heart it hurts and my head is worse and I don’t like who I am I wish I could disappear and leave just my songs here and need nothing in return the songs don’t ask for much but I need your touch I need you to love who I am do you do you do you and if you do that makes one of us May be this song could keep me warm or may be keep me from harm or may be just keep me alive may be it can turn into a kiss and make me forget how I miss you my love oh fucking hell I don’t think I’m well and I ‘d like to go home home’s not there no more just some ugly walls and floor haunted by somebody else and the ones I love I looked under all the drugs but I don’t know where they’ve gone do you do you do you do you and if you do that makes one of us I gave you all my money ‘cause I thought it would make you happy but when it ran out, so did you I can’t give you no more except my godforsaken soul and even you know that’s not worth that much so my one relief is your voice so sweet coming through the radio so if I make it through I’d like to thank you for letting me stay in your song tonight
10.
After You 07:18
you you just got tired of the same same place you you just got tired of the same same face too bad oh too bad that place was our home too bad oh too bad that face was my own always passing through the town that’ll name itself after you oh how we wish you knew what it looks like when you’re through you just got tired of the same damn rain too bad oh too bad you’re the hurricane you just got tired of what we believed too bad oh too bad you’ll only stay when you’re too tired to leave always passing through the town that’ll name itself after you oh how we wish you knew what it looks like when you’re through tell me when you will stay and not just move through like a hurricane
11.
Neverland 07:06
There he is, that's my father I used to miss him but now I know who he is He's just like those newspaper stories we thought were so important but now they're just trash Just the same as all those love letters from my former lovers who didn't know who I am so I sit with the lies of my father the prayers of my mother and your heart in my hand if it ends, will you jump with me? hand in hand just like we were Peter Pan and Wendy off to Neverland where it makes more sense then these lies and their governments the tension in these strings its scares me just like the dark or the thought of you turned to him breaking my heart these thoughts keep me awake of wars for no reasons at all or meaningless of losing you to a bar brawl I swear the songs keep closer to heaven every time all the writers of babel keep adding their own while the rest of the world sinks closer to hell we're just writing songs to make this feel like home may be it will come true just like the bible is to you but tell me will you remember me when you and me we were Peter Pan and Wendy off to Neverland and we lived all the songs we write we live forever in just one night

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released June 1, 2008

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Joy Shannon creates Celtic pagan folk music inspired by the dark recesses of Irish folklore.

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