The Black Madonna

by Joy Shannon

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Mnemosyne 04:40
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Barely There 03:09
Did they fuck me up beyond repair to the point where I'm barely there I wish there was some bitter air to breathe right in til I didn't care you didn't care you said I'm fine you're dreaming you're dreaming you said you said I'm fine you're dreaming did they fuck me up beyond repair to the point where I'm barely there I can barely show you that I care can't close my eyes or you'll disappear did they fuck beyond repair to the point where I'm barely there Is my love some bitter air you breathe right in to make you disappear to make you disappear I'm barely there
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Inheritance 02:55
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Exile 02:47
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On the Seine 04:56
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Nothing 04:20
Nothing there's so many voices I can recall so many faces and I love them all and no one is left who still knows them 'cause of them stayed and no one's the same they left me nothing they left me nothing i try to believe you love me now but I've no memory of knowing how when I look inside where love should be I find a void they left me nothing they left me nothing they left me nothing I want nothing more than to feel your love and you're finally here the one I dreamed of
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Walls 04:00
Walls everything they said was love wasn't at all everything my heart dreamed of only met a wall so I built my own brick by brick 'cause it was safer 'cause it was safer but they still came in and they tore me down it was never safe there it was never safe there I left with my life what kind of life do I speak of with a heart so hurt I can barely feel loved everything they taught me I've had to unlearn but I'm left with these open wounds that just burn and burn I want myself who I was born to be to come back to me I want everything you took from me to come back to me I left with my life what kind of life do I speak of with a heart so hurt I can barely feel loved
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Hecate 06:26
Hecate oh you're at a crossroads and how do you know which way to go with all that pain on your shoulders and those burdensome wounds surrender your weapons hold your out hands to me you're blind in the darkness but it's here that I see trust me oh we're at a crossroad and only one way goes home but in these moments of darkness we are never alone surrender your weapons hold your out hands to me you can't fight the darkness you must trust in me surrender your weapons hold your hands out to me you're not alone in the darkness here you'll set your fears free trust me here you forgot me I don't forget you trust me
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No Witness 06:28
No Witness your song's, your song's like a window it lets in light and air your eyes like a cool breeze the fingers through my hair I used to live in the basement but now I can't stop rising I dreamt that I saw this world end and a new one begin and all all there was was love like you wouldn't believe and though we know it exists we don't need a witness your eyes your eyes like a daydream makes the old world go away and all of my cruel past is erased I used to have the best conversations with a mirror but all I ever longed for was to have you here and all all we have is love like you wouldn't believe and though we know it exists we don't need a witness
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Silence 04:30
Silence sometimes it's more than memories they left inside of me I'm sorry you can feel my rain your love puts them to shame silence it killed me your love it hears me one day they'll all be gone from my head and my heart you'll have put thousands of days of your love in their place silence it killed me your love it hears me silence it killed me your love it heals me and I waited for your and I waiter for your and I waited for your love and I waited to be and I wanted to be and I waited to be loved and I sing to be free
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Ghost Dance 05:00
Ghost Dance One day, one day like magic my rain dance opened up the sky and it poured down, oh how it poured down and I couldn't remember it as dry You showed me that some dreams end up like they should and some nightmares turn a corner and they end, they end for good for good One day my ghost dance brought all my ancestors to me and they sang loud, oh how they sang loud and they opened, they opened doors for me You showed me that some dreams end up like they should and some nightmares turn a corner and they end, they end for good for good
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Alone 03:05
Alone no fine ring is on my finger does that make me alone he once said that I'm the singer and the road is my home yes I can do it on my own but i don't want to anymore I want someone to call my home the songs don't feed me anymore all I dreamed of like a carrot and I feel like the mule my heart aches like it always did but now I'm breaking the old rules cause i was taught to be alone but I won't do it anymore I want real love in home I won't live their way anymore I don't want to be alone but I want to be known I want you to be my home the songs won't feed me on their own I can do it on my own but I want to be known and i want to make a home cause you make me not want to be alone
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I Want it All he cracked me open like a brittle teardrop that never had rained before and it burst forth with joy and sorrow that I had never loved before and I want it all and I want him all they lied to me about one more thing that I cannot be loved but there's no peace now that I have seen the one that I could love and I want it all and I want him all one day I will find in joy I left them behind with their hate I'll replace your love and your beautiful face and all I will find is you by my side it's all one day at a time just help me walk this line
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Afe Paquian 03:55
Afe Paquian tooku afe paquian purani jeu toi nanunhe mi lacac afe paquian (God thank you for this earth because without it we would not be here)

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released January 25, 2010

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Joy Shannon Los Angeles, California

Joy Shannon creates Celtic pagan folk music inspired by the dark recesses of Irish folklore.

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